星期三, 5月 24, 2006

LIFE

the givers of life
give it for
happiness but not not wretchedness

the givers of life
fill life with
action and passion

the givers of life
mark life with
unrest of spirit

I, the giver of life,
was painting my life with
the fire in my belly

I, the giver of life,
am giving my life to
the last four hundreds something slides of ISMT101........


damn it
and
thanks to it

星期一, 5月 22, 2006

It is dawning now

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see with you.
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

星期六, 5月 20, 2006

廢人

當我發覺拿起結他再彈不出我愛的歌
當我發覺再沒時間去練最愛的空手道
當我發覺膝患肩患背患踝患共冶一爐
當我發覺在龍舟上不能扒出心中水準
當我發覺做個inaug flash都一塌糊塗
當我發覺朝夕相對5年的愛人就此暫去
當我發覺和7劍兄弟原來如斯久未相見

我發覺, 自己原來沒一樣事能做得好

對不起原來的自己, 對不起身邊的人

Eric好快番香港, 唔知仲可以好似以前
咁係暑假重組隊band...

恨自己這樣的廢
恨自己不能控制


死廢人

星期日, 5月 14, 2006

好耐冇打blog啦 x 而家快打

6-5: 一早出左去左沙田操龍, 死亡經歷... 話說操小龍... 之前冇扒過, 真係唔知咁搖, 未出到河中心, 就水淹過膝頭... 點算? 咪沉law... 一龍10人即時落水... 我識游水, 所以唔擔心... 游左一陣, 我周圍望下, 見d人都浮哂係到wor... 咁諗住游走啦... 但諗諗下又唔對路wor... 應該有好多人都唔識游水, 咁我又望多次啦, 見好多人都搵係拉住, 但阿傑佢係河中心唔郁wor... 望真d, 佢下面好似有d野大郁郁下... 原來阿傑禁左henry落水底呀!!! henry一路都上唔到水面, 咁我即刻衝過去潛落水, 好驚咁搵henry個頭, 好彩搵到ja!!!之後咪攬阿henry上去啦, 點知阿傑咁q大力, 我又係水下面一陣時間, 就斷哂氣咁濟都扯唔到henry上哂去, 浮下沉下咁, 好彩阿柒杰係呢個時候黎到扶住阿傑, 我先扯番henry上哂水面...之後大家都游埋岸, 我都冇哂力咁濟, 之後操多陣就完左個training啦. 夜晚去左同阿欣鋸扒, 睇MI:III, 飲酒, 之後因為第二日要比賽就番左去休息啦~
今日tvb既lee cat第一日跟我地team拍野, 就拍到沉龍..... 真係咁多年黎釁第一次沉架ja!希望佢唔好驚左我地啦.

7-5: 今日深水灣龍舟賽,我出哂3場架~3場都比力比到盡哂!不過最後都輸左比ive, 得亞軍...8隊得第二, 對我地黎講係已經輸左啦, 冇藉口, 大家下次再比多d力呀!!
我扒完第3場之後消防唔夠人, 我好榮幸咁即刻氣都唔回去左幫手! 著住件消防vest, 即刻成個消防員咁呀~第一次扒消防, 開始夾得有d辛苦, 之後比左兩鞭之後, 知覺都冇埋咁濟劈到埋尾過終點, 雖然好甘, 不過我可以好自豪咁同人講, 我一槳都冇收過, 一樣比盡哂架! 仲有呀, 扒係我隔離果個消防員係上屆同今屆果個搶飽山冠軍黎架!不過之後時間不足, 一扒完相都冇影就除番件vest比佢地啦.

8-5:lang presentation...
9-5:晚上9點幾開始finalize d powerpoint 上既 guest list, 之前搞哂d flash架啦, 但係我想講我中二之後一次flash都未掂過law, 真係搞左好耐都唔好睇, especially個timeline, 冇理由抄之前果d....... 我又唔想人幫wor....最後改到得番兩個flash仔...
10-5: 早上9點幾係barn完成個powerpoint, 出mk拎sponsor, 教d未學既helper溝特飲, inauguration ceremony...
inaug 時可能我d handnotes唔好, or brief 得Handsome唔清楚, 音響大細聲, powerpoint mouse cursor, advisory board 顯示speed(人手控制的)有d問題...不過都好多謝handsome盡哂力幫我地手, 係我做得唔夠jei, 大家, sorry...

11-5: agm呀, 去唔到dboat evaluation meeting...兄弟, sorry.....比mingming插個powerpoint做得唔好, 我認, 以後d functions我會搞好d架啦....

12-5: 執完inaug d 野, mgto presentation meeting... 知道有一個所謂"人"係xanga到好似好不滿咁, 咁我而家都回敬下公平d ar ma.
呢個"人"當眾大大聲咁話alex"你好無能", 好好笑wor, 佢係你條毛呀? 鍾意點講就點講, 如果係其他上莊話, 我都唔會幫alex出聲, 不過自己冇既野就都唔好話人冇啦, 你論資格, 論能力... 我真係唔敢係到講你d野, 不過論把口衰(我好想用其他字), 你真係第一流law
你話我個poewrpoint好似中學生porduct, 我真係對唔住, 我真係盡左力都做唔到上莊既expectation, 我對住flash真係有d無奈, 呢點你scold得十分之岩.係我好得唔夠.
不個如果我其他莊員唔係無啦啦比人叫左去幾個鐘拎野, inaug可能會prep小小law, 佢地之前唔拎真係因為好比忙, 當然都有唔岩, 不過比起係你咁既人推人落trap做既野真係唔算係一回事law. 如果你冇做錯就唔好對號入座, 又唔知做d咩陰我地or係出便講d平時講開既野.

13-5: 回家sleep, 好tired...凌晨, 和3劍去cafe飲野, then自己走了去飲酒, sleep for a moment for training
14-5:去白沙灣train龍, 再回元朗...好tired